I Want A Break.

from everything.

i just want to go home and sleep. for days. 

and then wake up and read. 

and then travel somewhere new.

and go back to sleep.

oh melancholia.

this window always reminds me of a dream i had when I was like 5 or 6.  I walked out of my room, and in the hallway overlooking this window was my sister, or a person that looked like her, with a crazed appearance and a blank stare sitting in a chair positioned perfectly in the middle of the hall.  The person talked to me, about my sister, but I can barely remember what about.  I know she said that my sister was gone, but never averted her eyes from that window.  I feel like I know that dream version of my sister better than I know my actual sister.  

wow, completely random, but thats all that ever comes to mind when I see that window.  I'm so glad I can remember all of this, most of it at least.