Saturday, March 28, 2009

Well I guess this is growing up.

Despite my young age, I'm beginning to dread birthdays and getting older.  Life's moving way too fast. I don't mind it at times because I'm constantly wishing I was older.  That I could just skip these years of uncertainty and move on to a more stable, steady point in my life.  An age where I'll be more sure, confident, with a career, a family even.  I'll have life stories beginning to pile up, different experiences to collect.  It's hard celebrating your birthday when your being thrust into the uncertain, given a new age; as if it's there to tell you to make something more of yourself, you're older now.  

How will I remember my 19th year.  What landmarks will I pass. Will anything life changing occur?

Monday, March 23, 2009

I think of you when I feel summer.

Summer is approaching and I'm scrambling to figure out what it is I want to do for 4 months. 

Part of me would just love to spend it at home, hanging out and serving during the day.  But I know that would get old very fast.  I miss home, but it's time for me to move on from childhood, unfortunately. 

However the economy loves keeping me down, therefore its so hard to find a job (colorado ranches, please hire me!!)

I'm still dreaming...

I miss that window.

This picture completely describes my mental state.


Saturday, March 7, 2009


I'm off to Palm Beach Gardens, FL for a week. 

also I checked out a Hasselblad H1 from my school. SO excited to shoot medium format and polaroids with it!

enjoy the weekend!


Friday, March 6, 2009

I like your sweet talk. It fills me up.

This is going to be a random post of pictures and things I have been loving from ffffound and wherever.  Things that I save thinking I can use them for a future post, but they have just been cluttering my iphoto. So it's time to put them to use.  

First.  I love this post from A Cup of Jo the other day, it's such an honest little poem that I could really live by. 

"I must learn to love the fool in me--the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries. It alone protects me against that utterly self-controlled, masterful tyrant whom I also harbor and who would rob me of human aliveness, humility, and dignity but for my fool." -- Theodore I. Rubin, MD

This is totally what goes through my mind when I type a 'laugh.'  It 100% mirrors my inner laugh meter.

Is it wrong that I just wanna have someone to do that with?  It's been too long.

I love this little to-do list. It's hilariously simple, and cute and totally something that I would be inspired to write. 

I wish I took this picture.  Lately I've decided I for sure wanna do photojournalism with my photography. for the rest of my life.  There will always be material and an audience.  

Hm, was I Schroeder in a past life?

Like I said, random post. 


Thursday, March 5, 2009

It Was Vile, and It Was Cheap.

I forgot how much I love this song.  I found this video with the song set to a student film someone found from 1969.  Watch. It's amazing.


Monday, March 2, 2009

something to look forward to...

Almost spring break. I CANNOT WAIT. because then its almost my birthday!