Despite my young age, I'm beginning to dread birthdays and getting older. Life's moving way too fast. I don't mind it at times because I'm constantly wishing I was older. That I could just skip these years of uncertainty and move on to a more stable, steady point in my life. An age where I'll be more sure, confident, with a career, a family even. I'll have life stories beginning to pile up, different experiences to collect. It's hard celebrating your birthday when your being thrust into the uncertain, given a new age; as if it's there to tell you to make something more of yourself, you're older now.
How will I remember my 19th year. What landmarks will I pass. Will anything life changing occur?