"If it wasn't this, it'd be something else."

i woke up at 1:44pm. i've been awake for two hours and im ready to go back to bed. 

i remember what this feels like now. 

it's been one week. it'll be seven more until school starts again. 

i guess i can wait.

"things have changed for me, and that's ok, i feel the same, i'm on way, and i say, things have changed for me, and that's ok."