She Don't Want No One Around; Don't Want Anyone To See What She Looks Like When She's Down

I need to tell someone everything.  Someone that will listen and won't judge. I need to let it go. I want to get over it. But part of me wants the urge and the power back.

I dont care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When Im not around.